just nw msging sherleen bout meeting tmr bfore going meet the others and go to arena. i told her i dont feel like going even i know im gonna play.she say she wan see me! but its fake...shes just trying to be nice

cause monday,which is yesterday if the time nw isnt 12.11am! i really wanted to go eat subway aft the games,but just because of jeslyn.we all went to eat burger king.obviously i wasnt please.but just for the sake of not making more enemies i followed. yeah i was pissed.

they all like her cuteness,and please her. i got nothing for them to like,so im rubbish. non-existent

kim told sherleen,celine,jocelyn ea and even duck! but not me that they were meeting. ME! i went wif them on monday and she forget ME! like seriously who will forget a friend :(

so i just ask sherleen if she wan to meet me and she just included me to meeting kim :l

aft some fake happiness in my msg i told her i didnt wan to meet anyone,or even go.

then she ask me why i sad.im gonna hav to tell her tmr,hopefully she forgets and i can change the subject.

then i told her the partial reason why i dont wanna go,they will all follow what jeslyn wan to do.

in actual,i was thinking~ i mean nothing to them,im non-existent.

yeah,thats bout what i rmb kay :) gonna go prepare for tmr! second game..dunno i wan double rebecca anot :P