why must i eat when i am FULL and dun wan to eat dinner? you dun feel like eating and you can choose to not eat,why cant i?!?!

been veri confused over nothing,worried over nothing,sad over nothing..is there smth wrong with mie? really wan a whole new me...

tis morning principal talked bout having emotions...been thinking

emotions aint all tat good..

1.People get angry and they get into fights and what not..

2.they can hate ppl for life and just cant forgive them

3.ppl get hurt and self-torture

4.ppl get depressed over smthing they lost

5.pain comes when you get hurt mentally or physically.

but

1.when you have fun,you can enjoy the 'happy' time with ur friends

dunno why i put ' ' at the happy...

mum keeps nagging,really piss me off...been lying to my mum...dun wan to go home and face my nagging ah mah...

and that stupid and irritating maid who keeps causing me to kanna scolding from my mum...

why is is the older silbings who get the best??? it's like they get all they wan and the last child gets all the recycled stuff... i wan BRAND NEW things,not old stocks...

heart veri heavy,need to find someone i can truly talk to asap...

BigBaby,its not tat you are not one who i can confide in,its just tat i dun know you well yet sry

its like...ppl can tell me their stuff,feelings and secrets...but my own secrets are too much private and i dun wan to reveal them.

super confused.. :( thinking of changing from buddist to christian..but mum sure nag again.tats wat she did to both my sis when they went AWOL on her...